Different Point of View

karena [katanya] hidup harus dilihat dari berbagai "SUDUT PANDANG" :)

Somewhere Out There

somewhere out there,
out where dreams come true :)

l o s t

A few days ago, a good friend shared her story of losing...
She lost her baby about two months ago. She delivered her baby but sadly, the baby did not survive. I knew that must be hard for her to re-told the whole story to me. But she tried :) Then I suddenly remembered the incident at the office lobby 'that' day. I was there, holding her hands while she cried before the ambulance took her to the hospital. She told me she knew 'this' is going to happen. And even though she knew the worst, she took the chance, and decided to keep her baby in her pregnancy :) Oh she's really brave, though she shattered into pieces inside. I shed a tear and she continued...


"After that day Tie, there was one person telling me something. It wasn't bothering me, but sometimes I search for that possibilities. Have I ever hurt someone's feeling, perhaps she/he couldn't forgive me? :( I know this is my destiny and the best thing for me, for us, that Allah gave such lost. But I also knew that person was probably true. Everything happens for reasons Tie. And I guess, the non-scientific reason for me was.. if only I never hurt someone else's feeling.. perhaps, only perhaps.. this won't happen to me so bad."


I took a deep breath. Questioning myself:
"Have I ever hurt someone's feeling, she/he just couldn't forgive me?"

~scheduled post. so hard to be On Line these days *sigh*~

Guardian Angel

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you forever,
I'll be there for you through it all,



even if saving you sends me to heaven..

Reunion and Singled Out

Last Saturday I went to a small reunion with some very good friends of mine at college. We're supposed to be five persons, Me, Reny, Josa, Arif and Indra. But Indra stays in Malang now with his wife and his soon-to-be-born-Son :) [congrats to both of you], so we only got four of us plus plus. Josa and his fiancee Nonon, and of course Reny and her husband Alby [too bad you didn't bring Rayhan with you guys, I reaaaally wanted to pinch his chubby cheek, hehe ~ bad Aunty :p]. Arif came alone while his fiancee in Yogyakarta, and they are now preparing for their wedding in December. And the last one, still.. the single me :) [backsound cheers: YEY! hip hip horray! ^^)/"]


We had a very great time sharing laughter here and there, remembering good old days with those silly things and the jokes. No matter how we [correction, it was ME] avoid talking about marriage, still.. it's the 'thing' that you just can't pretend you don't care. They keep asking me such question about who's-that-lucky-guy and so on, and so forth :)


..and I just smiled really wide and said wisely:
"Well, it's complicated. Guys are [sometimes] complicated" :p


and then they asked:
"weren't they? Wasn't that you who make that complicated?"