Daddy's Little Girl

"You're still Daddy's favorite little girl. You have grandma's eyes and her smile..."

My Dad never says anything like this. My Mom does a lot :D My Dad likes to discuss serious things with a bit of flat jokes [sometimes] I hardly understand, but I still love Him much and always miss these kinds of long-and-winding-and-almost-un-ended-discussion :P I accompanied him to the train station before I went to the office this morning. He was going to leave Jakarta for Solo, our second home. I hate goodbye's. Even this kind of leave always happens periodically either Mom or Dad. I gazed at his gray hair [and mustache, and beard] and suddenly got teary eyed.


I'm sorry for the very limited quality time we had, Dad. I'm sorry for the things I had missed with you that money can't buy. I do care and love you a lot in spite of those self-defenses I made everytime we talked about life. I'm sorry for I haven't fulfilled that one simple wish and prayer you always had for me. I wish you knew how much I tried Dear Dad, I really do. I hope it won't let you down, because I always want to see you Happy :) I'm proud to be your daughter and I always need you as one of the most important person who knows what's best in my life no matter what. May Allah always guides you and protects you all the way... Have a safe trip Dad, love you.



~Train station is the saddest place in my life. It's where I always left and being left~

b u g

"How could this possible, this so called annoying person, who's not even close to someone you would fall in love with, but somehow makes you feel there's something missing when He's not around? and suddenly like your day is incomplete without arguing with Him?"


ehh?!!?? what on earth is going on? >__<

The Ugly Truth

Abby: I am not desperate! [pause] Why did you think I sounded desperate?
Mike: Listen to you. Desperately asking me if you sounded desperate?

Mike: [to Abby, on how to attract Collin] You have to be two people. The saint and the sinner, the librarian and the stripper.

Abby: how I love how you assume all men are perverse as you are.
Mike: Oh I don't assume. I know.

I just watched this movie @XXI after office hours today, it was really entertaining. Lots of laughs to balanced my unpleasant morning :P You can find some random facts about men [and why they secretly admit that they are all mostly created equal] and tips on relationships in some funny ways :D I kinda avoid watching romantic-comedies these days, but this one is recommended to watch ;)

unfriendly

I wonder, there are some people hate others for no fundamental reason. And they didn't even want to talk to you nor explained why they do such things, they just showed up some very unfriendly stares. It's really unpleasant, I'm telling you.

This early morning, I saw this person who once ever blaimed me for having too many close friends (see? this was a very awkward thing, don't you think?). I know she saw me too, but before I could catch her up with a simple "Hi, how are you?" greeting, she threw away her face to another side instead of looking at me. As far as I remember, I never bug her with impolite statements or doings, so I thought everything should be normal, aight? But the fact it's not. She did this annoying thing more than once. It's like she clearly doesn't like me and I could possibly don't like her either. Were I upset? Hummmwell perhaps a little, because I thought she was a nice person before she treated me that way. I could've came toward her and said "Hello" and "do you have any problems with me?" but since I know that it would only make a further mess and realized that I'm more to be civilized than to be rude (ha?) so I held out myself from doing it. Guess it wouldn't solve the problem either (if any). Hmmmh owkay Lady, so you wanna make some troubles huh? Phuhleassse tell me what's going on? What did I do wrong? Just to remind you that I'm not a mind reader and not a crystal-ball owner. Let's talking heart to heart if you dare. Don't worry I won't bite you. If you think you're still going to give me those unfriendly stares, then I still won't bite, I'll just bark! woof! woof! grrrrrrrr...... >:D Ah well, I'd rather save my energy for the remaining busy hours than have to waste too many words about her irritating behavior. She wouldn't read it either :P



~From the deepest desires often come the deadliest hate. [Socrates]~

*update: just two days after I posted this, this person smiled at me, and two weeks after that, She suddenly became nicer than ever. Alhamdulillah. Hope it'll be forever :) Smile is always beautiful to see, isn't it?

GeeR

Saya tidak perlu penegasan dengan kata-kata nendang langit yang bertubi-tubi maupun pengakuan berlebihan bahwa saya [cukup] istimewa dan dicintai. Dengan berbagai keberadaan dan keterjadian yang saya lihat dan alami, itu semua sudah lebih dari cukup :) Syukur alhamdulillah. Jadi terimakasih... *membungkuk dalam-dalam*




...yang mual-mual silakan ke belakang, tau jalannya kan? :p

UpDate: sebelum ada yang tersinggung diem-diem, I declare that this post was truly intended for myself. And I like actions more than just words. Nothing more, nothing else.